Impacts of preparing for c.ss

Central superior services, abbreviated as C.SS is the highest civil service of Pakistan founded by British Imperialists to strengthen their colonial system. Now it is termed as bureaucracy. This is assumed to be the toughest and highly competitive exams of Pakistan. Only 250 candidates approximately qulaify to become the future bureaucrats of Pakistan which is only .02 percent of all people appearing in the exams. In simple words very few candidates become successful but still its a most prestigious exams of the country to take. This was the general preview about these exams but I have my own reservations regarding this highly competitive and prestigious exams of Pakistan. We have to do immense and very large and extensive study in order to get high marks in these exams. We need to observe very meticulously over every national occuring or piece of knowledge. We need to be scholars, very keen to learn every bit of knowledge. Go through long courses, study many books on the same subject, consult physical and digital libraries immensely and extensively. In fact preparing for c.ss is not a matter of months but a matter of years. Its an attitude which has to be developed since the beggining of or educational careers. Our brains becomes encyclopedias, we becomes scholastics, so much able to analyse any kind of given knowledge and even more able to dictate and write our own views and analysis over the given subjects.in fact c.ss is very interesting and so much tough also but if there is great interest is developed toughness goes away. I love doing and preparing for c.ss as it is a passion for me. Instead I know that how grim the competition is, there is a scarce chance of mine to qualify it but still I feel that I am made to become a csp. Nature provides me with all the opportunities to do this. I really enjoy doing this because of my keen nature and research type mind. I often feels that I am made for c.ss. its one of the top priorities of my life. Instead of adverse socio economic conditions I am continuing my preparation of css as once Earnest Hemingway has said. " man can be destroyed, but couldn't be defeated." Perhaps I will be recognized and remembered fo my this nature which I believe I deserve. But instead of all this I prefer business over civil services as business provides greater money than civil services. But it seems that nature is supplementin me to become a bureaucrat instead of a businessman. As human is helpless before the will of God. So whatever the case may be I am always and will be subservient to the will of Allah and it would be a great pleasure for me if I am given an opportunity to serve my people with my revolutionary ideas. My sixth sense always tells me that if I sincerely starts preparing for css then with the will of God I have the potential to qualify this exam. But who knows what future holds for us lets see.